being honest is not as easy as u think!

"Honesty is a good thing, but it is not profitable to its possessor unless it is kept under control.
Don Marquis (1878 - 1937)"


sayangnya gw blm bisa sepenuhnya menerapkan quote itu kedalam kehidupan gw,,,,still so hard for me to know is it under control or even out of control?!seperti satu kesalahan besar gw dari being honest itu gw harus mengorbankan org terbaik yg pernah bisa gw dapetin,,,is sucks!!but i can't reverse d time,,,all i can do is just apologize,, n hope she/he will forgive me *which i doubt it*.

mungkin emang itu salah gw,,,, ketika dya tanya kenapa gw lakuin itu,, gw cuman bisa jawab,,"i did it for a gud reason thou" n itulah yg mungkin dya gag ngerti,,,dya berfikir itu tetep aja gag bakalan jd alasan yg baik,,, ok i take it!!!* cos i dunno what else can be perfect rite now*

yang gw gag nyangka ternyata dari "kejujuran" gw dinilai buruk itu dilandasi oleh perbuatan seseorang yg juga berkedok ingin "jujur" *i have to found d person*!!!mungkin yg baca pasti bingung, sbenarnya ini tentang apa?...tapi buat gw ini bener2 crucial,,

did i put d honesty way out of line?or i just dont have d "self-control" which can control d honesty dat came out of my mouth!!!!

d conclusion is: " being honest is hard,, sumtimes it can be like spinning the coin.we can get the gud side, or even d bad side by being honest!!"